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Okay... I know I have WEIRD dreams almost always.
I'm just gonna roughly summerize it... I'll try my best, I tend to be long winded.

• old hawker centre at my previous home(recently demolished)
• Late for work, looking for food for lunch.
• same old hawker but selling different food.
• multiple burning bubbling faces emergin from the ground in random.
• sat at the table with fear upon seein a burnin, bubblin, melting figure emergin from the ground coming towards me.
• shut my eyes and prayed hard...felt heat in front of me and a voice talkin to me but I refused to reply.

Then I woke... I was in a shock... but tried to get back to bed.
The next dream after this...

• hawker centre again...
• walking in the Muslim food section and went to the chinese section
• All stalls were closed.
  
• heard eerie moaning sounds surounding me...
• walked back to Muslim section
• bumped into Mich... and her husband Kel was suggestin tat I go to church to better study my Bible.
• Came across a shop with BEAUTIFUL small cakes...
• late for work.
• bump into colleague and offer to drive us to work.
• the condo which is opposite my ex home is now an IKEA Warehouse(wtf...)

Yes... weird...
I will be in bangkok this time tomorrow... Hope I do not get any bad dreams...
My Bible will be with me.

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This is a brief one coz I cant really remember wat happen.

Being in an upmarket Boutique which is one thing I do not usually do. I came across this long RED dress... halter neck... very nice cutting. However I didnt buy it coz I didnt know how much it would cost. My guess was 1K+...
I left the place to look for my mom and aunt. Appearantly they bought 2 sunglasses. One which I realli like. It was FUCIA, the strage thing was... its a men's fashion lable! Even stranger... my mom has this STRANGE Minnie Mouse sunglasses... which are meant for MEN as well!! I was like WAT!!! It was outta this world.
At the Bus Stop... I came across this construction site of a BEAUTIFUL metallic building with spiral like balconies.

Thats bout it... mind block I guess... onli remember these.

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I was home tired from work and I decided to book myself into a hotel. Just so happen that it's just at the back of my home, there was a new hotel. Not sure if it was Hotel 81 but it looks very run down from the outside and abit dougy as well.

The problem is... this place doesnt look like my home. It seems like an area with shophouses around.

I didnt have enough cash but I thought it might be cheap anyways. So I manage to book myself in but they say they only have the better room left as the hotel is fully booked. I was abit surprised, who would ever think this run down hotel would be fully occupied.

When I entered the lift and got out later, I got the shock of my life. A pleasant shock.
The place looks rather classy and neat. However I was pretty confuse bout my hotel room and got pretty lost. There were some dougy corners in the hotel where the cheaper rooms are.
There where a total of 3 levels of rooms accessible only by the red carpeted stairs.
I could vaguely remember my room key no. I think it was 09112 or some sort. I was lost...
Went to the 2nd level I couldnt find it. Neither can I find hotel staffs to help me. Then I wondered off to Level 3.
There was this unique beautiful spa like fountain. I was in a robe appearantly and I started to climb onto it to explore. It was beautiful with smoke like mist around... flowers... flowing waters, Zen sculptures and candles. Then I go stuck and almost didnt know how to make my way down as candles surrounded the steps. I had to back track.

I finally manage to find someone to help me. And the lady said its a Ladies's room. And I was thinking, "Oh, so it's a shared room." When I went in... some girls looked familiar like they were my high school classmates. They were all in robes laughin and welcoming me.
There were washing basins in the room like those in the Saloon and they asked me to wash my hair in that.
Later I climbed into bed with them.
I hate to say this but there seems to be some lesbian thing going on and I'm almost a part of it.
I was teasing one of the girls. NOTHING SEXUAL HAPPENED! Though it almost did.

At that time I was thinking... oh no... I came here to relax and unwind alone but I havent slept the whole night, I'm going to be late for work.

I manage to make my way to my private room but only for a brief moment. And I decided I had to leave before Im late for work.
So I found my way down to the dark dougy reception area again. It actually cost me $92.80!!! But I didnt have enough cash with me. It think I only had about $40 with me maybe?
Totally forgotten how much I gave.
I told the man I will return him soon, since I live close by. He trusted me and I left. It was day time, I was looking out to a cross junction of flats with construction going on, thinking I'm heading home and I'm going to be late for work.

Then I finally woke up. And yes I was late for work, only becoz I slept at 3am.
Thank God for my dad is in town as he fetches me to work. I was still late however, but NOT that late. Thank goodness...

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Now this is a noon time nap dream....
All I remember was me flying around buildings... I seem to be escaping from smthing but I have no idea from wat... and I see the ocean again. The black ocean in the night.
Strangely enough, this is not the first time I had this sorta dream. A mth or 2 bk maybe... I had the similar dream of flying and the ocean black in the night.

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Got to know a few new friends recently. However I have been giving them a hard time.
1stly... if you are a guy I hardly know, I do not feel obligated to treat u any better.
2ndly... I hate being asked personal questions esp. if I do not know you well.
3rdly... do not ask about my so call Bf.
4th... do not ask me to call or meet u IMMEADIATELY when we freaking do no know each other well enough.

This is my attitude towards such situation. If you are sincere enough to just wanna be a friend... you DO NOT need to ask if I'm attach, married and wat have you.
And do not ask stupid offensive questions like... example... if I'm not having dinner... DO NOT assume that I'm on a DIET or that I have no MONEY!!!! Thats pretty offensive to me. Esp. when I'm not in a brilliant mood to begin with. It's worse when guys I use to experience during my younger daes wans to know height and weight. I mean... go DO yourself. I know these guys still exsist.
There is a simple, non invasive way of askin, "so why are you not having dinner?" I would jolly give u a proper ans.

My mood was better this 2 days. And just so happen I had a proper nicer conversation with one of them. I didnt wanna sms him but he cld if he wanted. Wasn't interested to talk to him on the phone but if he contact me on the rite moment, its fine.
I was charging my phone so I didnt wanna use my hp while it's charging so he waited and said that he might fall asleep by then.
In my usual glory... my reaction wld be... do u think I care? An hour later I decided to hit the sack and go through the usual ritual of reading my Bible b4 bed.
Another sms came, askin if I was still online. Technically I was but onli to download stuffs. SO I told him the truth that I was reading my Bible and going to bed after.
At the same time to observe what kindda reaction I wld get.
Then the reaction was oh okay... shall not disturb your peace then.

The next dae... I was in a mood for a movie. Surprisingly... he smsed me. So I tot... okay... I wanted to go for a movie anyways. But if he doesnt agree to my terms then I'm fine without it. He was totally okay with wat I wanted thou he seems to reject at 1st. When he does... I wld always tell him its okay. We do not have to meet anyways. I didnt really bother.

The night came and he asked if I could push the movie later to 11pm+ as he might be late... I said no to it as I do not wish to be home too late. Then I said its okay if he cannot make it, I can always watch it alone at my own time or with other friends. Then he said he would prefer to watch it with me then he msged that he would most likely be able to make it.

9.30pm... we were to meet at 10pm. He called saying if we cld meet for the 11pm+ movie. I had to tell him off that I do not wish to and it's okay. He was sorry about it but I wasnt bothered by it anyways.

I was thinking to myself. Is it right for me to meet him... since I had B in mind. Did he or WILL he do the same to me behind my back.
Well... the difference is... I'm clear of wat Im doing and I will always prewarn and remind the guys I'm out with that I'm attached.
Does he ever do the same esp. in our situation now? I will never know.
And I probably dun wanna know but I do not wish for him to DATE other gals esp. after wat he said to me. He just plainly wans to be alone. He better hold on to those words.

Have I left it to God to handle this... in my mind... I was thinking wats right and wats wrong. Is there realli a black and white ans. to this? So I told myself... if it doesnt go my way in my terms then it wasnt meant to happen then maybe God is not allowing me to meet this new guy anyways. And I'm totally fine with it. In fact... I was rather happy.
Turns out... the guy realli cld not make it on time. Oh jolly~~~ haha...

What should I do next... I do not know realli... shall leave it to God and hopefully it wld be easy on my emotions... thats all I ask for. To be calm and have peace in mind.

Pardon me for any weird grammer mistakes... its like 2am now...

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This dream happen after a surprise phone call from B, our last normal conversation on the phone was on my birthday back in March... I almost lost the feelin of us having a nice normal conversation of our daily lives.
I never expected him to call a week after tat intense call I made to try to understand our situation. End result of this call?... I understand better but not completely. God guide me...

I was on the train riding towards Bukit Batok looking out. Standing in front of me was a guy I never knew. However... strange enough he is one of the contestants on Singapore idol. Which makes it even weirder caused I didnt like the show or surport any of the people in there.
It felt as if I knew him and he kissed me on the lips. It felt sweet but I was confused inside. wondering if I have already told him bout B. But I will and I had to. Cheating is not in my list ever..........

Back in Australia... theres someone I'm waiting for thou he implied he didnt wanna noe that I'm waiting and sorts. He claims he's weird. Our relationship was wat he calls on suspension.
He just plainly says he wants to be alone for now and I'm reading too much into it.

I alighted and met up with my colleague who is on temp. contract at my workplace. I guess I have told her bout this new guy. All she kept saying was not to trust him as I hardly know him. It was raining and all and we got caught in the rain.

Then suddenly I was in this shopping centre I havent see. I was at this shop and smthing caught my attention. Beautiful silk embroidery boots. I have never see anything like this ever and I liked it so much... I even tried it on but it cost $160 and I havent had any cash with me. I think I was meant to be shopping with this new guy just as a fren but I was alone walking round. Which was okay. I kept thinking about him but I know I will never do things like holding his hand and stuffs couples do.
I wondered off into this small room filled with grafiti. It was beautiful. Some people where there working on it still. Then I left after a while.

Felt lost in this huge shopping centre but I manage to find my way to the escalator and I realise that the place I'm in, is a hotel at the same time.
The escalator went up and I was back on the surface again. The place was beautiful in an urban kindda way. I saw an underground train station call Isanto.
The weather was coolin and the air was fresh somehow it felt like I was back in Australia and I was wondering if I was.
Then I kept thinking about B as I walked out of the building with a bitter sweet solitary feeling... walking towards the river with hands in my coat...

That was the end of my dream and I woke up realising I had to go to work.
That bitter sweet feeling remained... and I was lost once again...

May everything be back to the way it was when we were happy this comming Nov... only God knows wat will happen...

Deep

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