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... Why is it so difficult to know someone sincerely...
Would you rather have that probably temporary Happiness and cherish that moment... until your final decision to choose when the time comes... or would u rather loose everything all together and go back to a probably unstable situation... and leave a sweet memory for that person when u leave...

Just holding hands for a sec made me feel so bad... yet a tinch of excitment... thou letting go within a few seconds... when challenged again... I refused...
But if we do go out again... I was prewarned that a kiss might follow in de end...

Why does it have to be so...!!! Why cant it be simple...

TORN!!!! TORN!!! TORN!!! Why cant I just know that someone better without these "sweetness"...

Does this phrase... "if you dun try, you wont know" sound familiar to you...
I have no idea where he got it from... or whether have I said this to him ever... but its a phrase commonly used by me...
Talking bout havin your own words against u...