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This dream feels unsettling... Its not a nightmare, but it felt unsettling because it felt too real.

• I was to go to a facial or slimming thing... not idea. As my mom or fren gave me smth.
• I was told that the shop should be open during the weekend. So I went in the morning.
• Somehow I bumped into my Grandma. At the same shopping centre.
• I wondered why would she wanna come to Cathay. (in real life, I havent been to tat new renovated shopping centre as yet)
• I tried to look for the shop on the 2nd and 3rd levels.
• However none of the shops were open and it was BLOODY DARK! Coz the lights were not turned on apart from Level 1. On the 3rd level there was a man near the escalator repairing the lights.
• The only shop that was probably opened was a Lan shop on the 3rd level. The rest just seemed closed. Yet I do see a little light coming from inside some of the shops with people inside.
• I cant find my shop still and I was having a very hard time looking for it without the lights. so I went back down to level one where all the fast food restaurants are.
• I told my grandma who was waiting downstairs tat I wanna have Burger King. Coz I was told the breakfast was realli good.
• Unfortunately... it was most likely 11 by then... as they changed it to a lunch menu. And surprising enough, they were serving KFC as well. It's like they were both under the same company now.
• I asked the guy at the counter wat they have left. It seems like scrambled egges with meat. The guy was pretty irritating as he didnt give me a direct ans. I just wanna noe if theres beef inside but he gave me some sickening reply.
• So I ordered 2 OR chicken thigh. Thinking to myself... damn... I will get fat again. How many times have I eaten fried chicken this week.(in real life, the last time I had it was last week. But I had it twice last week)
• I went bk to my seat and my Grandma was oredi eating... the chairs where weird and they were kids' chairs stacked up. I had to change it to the adult chair in the end.
  
• I went bk to get a fork and knife. TIME AND TIME again, the guy gave me the wrong stuff... like a fork and spoon. I was quite irritated as I wondered if he did it on purpose.
• When I finally got my knife, I went back to my seat.

Then I woke up in real life too.
It seems like a very normal dream. But it felt too real. the escalator... How my eyes felt searchin for things in the dark. The drinks... which I had a mouthful of.
The dream isnt tat weird... the feeling after this dream was!

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Am I ready to lose...
Is there anything really there... or am I losing precious emotions...

I'm almost at the tip of getting ready to lose wat I have... it wont happen till it does...
And I'm not joyous about it...

God guide me... pls...

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Another confused segmented dream...

• I was told by a friend that we are going to a country... cant remember wat it was. But it starts with P. However, I left for the Airport 1st. And left... I got a little lost and didnt noe why I had left 1st. I was told that it was only a 2 hour journey... so I was a little relieved.
• I was in the plane... it felt weird... coz it was huge. And my friend was surpose to be the pilot. But I have no idea if I was on the right plane.
• I could see what is going on outside by the front. It was raining.
• The plane seems to be flying extrem low... and seems like I was on the top deck. Where I could practically see everything and feel the wind.
• A lady told me to look to my left... and there I could see the sun rising from behind the clouds... it was BEAUTIFUL... but strangely enough. I see other planets as well. Probably one of the is the Moon.
• I saw a dolphin farm... it was strange. But the dolphins seems happy and they were jumping around.
• Flew over the sea... and ice... and everything was bright.

Next... I have no idea wat happen... I probably woke up and went back to sleep again.
The next thing I know... I was travelling with my parents. I have no idea where we were going. We travelled light and we were in a food court with lots of food. With mostly Japanese like food. Very strange. And we were wondering if we had changed enough money.

• The next thing I knew. I was in a plane again. No idea where I'm heading to. I seem to be at the front of the plane. I could see the plane flying through a bridge. And I was wondering WHY DOES THE PILOT HAS TO DO TAT! When he could fly above it which was much safer.
  
• Then he flew out and above...
  
• I could see a river... or sea... and a city... with skyscrapers. It looks almost like Singapore... Brisbane... US... whichever... I was clueless.
• Then I saw the Sydney Opera house. It was under construction thou.
• And I tot to myself... I'm on Sydney!
• The plane flew back and to the airport... I was pretty excited! As I feel close to him...
• I smsed him to tell him I was in Sydney.

And I woke up...

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Better sweet feelings linger...
Am I too strong a lady... is knowing wat I wan posing a threat...?
They hold your hand... u refused coz u panicked... then when u decide to give it a try a day later... he stays away...
Saying tat he's afraid he cant keep up with you and that smth happen and he doesnt wanna take advantage of u. That he is in debts... and he cant give tat security... tat he is a carefree person and yer serious... That we are in 2 different worlds(tat sounds sickeningly familiar)...
He has to live by the day and you have plans...
This is the 2nd time I hear this... from 2 similiar beings... and probably the kindda guy who cld give me happiness emotionally but didnt dare to come forth...

The onli difference is... he actually likes me... unlike the one before.

I guess God has his plans again...
May he set another path for me... and hopefully... it's a oath that suits me... as there are probably no rite or wrongs to certain paths.

I wont forget that nite... it was sweet... simple... that warm feeling. Nothing happen... just those sweet feelings I once lost.

I could at least thank God for that... As much as I pray for the best...